Monday, April 09, 2007

In the city air

It's hard to know, it's hard to explain... that it was right there. And I may close my eyes and let the memories fade away like their calls in my doorway. And like them they will come back until one day... one day they will vanish forever. Even thought that is not what I want, but it's the only thing I do.

They may not understand and I will never be able to explain how one moment it was all there and the next it all dissapeared in the city air.

Now the streets are calling out his name and barefooted I follow the voices like a sleepwalker in his nightmares.

My eyes fixed in the asphalt, I fall on my knees and let one tear slip away. They are not here but somehow they know something is happening. Good or bad? I don't know, I can't tell anymore.

So if I pass by the door, I will understand if it's closed. No culprits. May be one.

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